“The only thing that burns in hell is the part of you that won’t let go of your life: your memories, your attachments. They burn them all away. But they’re not punishing you,’ he said. ‘They’re freeing your soul. If your frightened of dying, and you’re holding on, you’ll see devils tearing your life away. But if you’ve made your peace then the devils are really angels freeing you from the earth.”
Being famous is interesting…
Tonight I was on the bus and 3 of the most beautiful girls I have ever seen in my life boarded the bus! As soon as I seen them swiping their tickets I could hardly breathe, my heart was beating so fast! They all three had faces like Angels, like movie stars! They had just came from a club called SoHo on 6th I believe they said, and they were dressed with looks that kill! It was 45 minutes ago at about 1:40 AM and I still feel as if I am a daze, they were just so sexy, like I’ve never seen anything like it before, ever! One of the girls was wearing a top that was cut out straight up the middle front and you could see half of her breasts, they had skin tight outfits on, and their legs, thighs & butts were sooooooo very, very Amazing!!!!
One of the girls was from England, and another was from Australia. OMG! I adore women from Australia! Australian women are soooooooo beautiful and their accent is so very sexy!!!
It was so hard to stop staring at them, their beauty was so overwhelming.
I was in a really depressed mood before they came on the bus, I’ve been having a lot more depression, tension and hopelessness the last week or so, more so than normal, but tonight for a few moments I almost felt like I was in Heaven when the most beautiful of the three asked to have her photo taken with me!
She said everyone at Saint Edwards has been discussing me and that the professor or something there in writing class mentioned me somehow.
She said all 3 of them play soccer for Saint Edwards.
They were very nice to me, and seemed to get a thrill out of meeting me, and I was very happy to meet them too, it made me almost feel like a human being for a moment when she had her photo taken with me.
I wish I could live in that moment forever!
She said she will email me a photo of us, if so maybe I will post it, or maybe not, she will probably forget my email address. But it was a wonderful moment.
The most beautiful girl ever, talked to me and wanted a photo with me.
For a brief moment with her, I felt like a human being, a moment of bliss.
I don’t remember her name, I think my heart was beating too loud to properly hear her.
I should have given her my card so that maybe we could do a photoshoot. But hopefully we will meet again.
Anyway, if you three amazing girls happen to read this, thank you for making my day!
I’m not really human, I’m a alien.
I try to pretend each day that I am a human being each day like everyone else, but I’m not. People can sense this. People have always treated me like I’m something that doesn’t belong on this planet.
I’m not wanted here, I don’t belong here.
No one here understands me.
I am alone on this planet.
I just want to go home.